I'm holding back the tears,
I'm trying to forget
the memory of us...
 
I'm hurting...
 
I'm trying to write a letter to you,
the words 
meaningless now...
 
I'm hurting...
 
I can't explain this pain,
I'm not sure you'd understand - 
I'm not sure you'd care...
 
and I'm still hurting...
 
the moon, the stars,
the heavy coldness of the night
embracing me - 
when did we end...?
when did this hurt begin...?
 
hurting, i cry -
and i remember loving you...


© Ankhs
July 7, 2006